mmm... about my life..

Hi everyone..

mmmm.. they say, only talk about your happy journey.. but how could i say so if there's nothing to talk...

I dont know what happen to my life.. it seems like it is not supported anymore... There's nothing to make it alive... some part of me have died... lost nowhere to be found...

I dont know what is happening... it seems like.. i become down.. i'm slowly trip into the deepest darkness... no enthusiasm at all.. feeling lost.. undetermined.. no courage.. falling apart... i dont know what is me now.. huh...  *sigh*..

Sometimes, i just want to give up.. give up of everything.. give up on my life.. give up on myself.. give up on anyone... The test was so big, i cant hold it on anymore... i'm feeling lonely..alone... i just give support to myself, hope.. but it doesnt long lasting.. it juz for a couple of minutes.. i tried to smile.. but it juz for a while,, there's nothing to keep me smiling.. i have nothing... i juz a small heart.. that suddenly feel the hurt, the lonely that i keep ignoring for whole my life.. the life that i ignore to keep me happy.. but the life keep hunting me.. hunting me until i fall... until part of myself die..

O Lord.. give me hope.. give me the courage.. give me the smile.. give me love.. I need You... Amen..


I hope i can keep strong...
Sorry for the sadness part of myself..
So long...

what i have in my life?? mmm...

Mendaki bukit bersama si abg hehehe...

Hola......everyone...

erm...

aktiviti ni berlaku pada 10 Disember 2012 yg lalu...
sekali-sekala bh rehat2kan minda dan bdan kan.... tanpa dirancang jg ni.. tu c abg(Kolostus) mau naik bukit sna Tamparuli... Sa pun minta puji la mw join kunun... kmi naik tu bukit St. Veronica@bukit perahu...
Temberang2 c adik(saya), last2 kepenatan plg cepat..hahaha... x larat mw panjat tu bukit.... tp 'TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL' kan... last2..dpt jg kmi smpi d puncak..mmg best la... hehehe...

tgk... cntik kan..hehehe :P

nasib c abg ada bwa camera... dpt jg la kmi bgmbr2 hahaha.. sa la tu plg btebiat n plg minta puji.... gmbr sa ja byk :P

Finally....

Senyum lah sentiasa k... ^_^

bye2

It's gurlz day..

Hello everyone...

Yesterday was our gurlz day.. Only for us girls.. NO BOYS allowed...hehehe... so, no boys were following us.. it's gud..yeah!!
We were having fun during that day... enjoying ourselves as FRIENDS...

Now, I'm gonna show u guys some photo of us having our dinner...only the photo that I take hehehe :) I edit it by myself..

Enjoyy....

From the words of the author... 

erm..

We are enjoy ourselves being together as F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

We have a lots of sweetz memories together..

We sharing our happiness...

WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER... till the end.. AMEN... 

GOD BLESS US ALWAYS.. ^_^

This ALL were our foods during our dinner.. Got dessert also laio.. It's banana boat.. so delicious ^_^

These are the drinks of 3 friends... Cold Chocolate.. 

You know wat??

It's tasteless you know... Not that delicious huhu... Too much ice n less on chocolate I think.. BUT wat to do, just drink finish it up..huhuhu... It's like torturing us..huhuhu... :( Next time, don't want to order that things again...

LOOK!!

You see??

How much do we spend on our food... It already reached RM100++ 

OH GOSH!! but we still thank to the friend who spends us for today... Next time, there will be the other friend who will spend.. ^_^ .. at least, we'll be fair to all...

It's nice, right??

Until now...

My story today is finish hehehe...

Our next outing is.... PICNIC DAY AT TANJUNG ARU, KOTA KINABALU...

Wait for it yarh!!... Hope it gonna be happen...

Ok then, BYE2 ALL...

Have a nice day...

Muahhxx!!

I know How to relax..

yeah yeay..
NOw I finally found some way to release tension, and to relax my mind from stress until no more stress...
You know wat is it??
erm...
It's... editing my own picture hehehehee....

I feel more relax n happy when I've done editing my picture.. I like to see my face when e looks cute n pretty...
I really really love it..
I'm grateful with my face n with my big eyes...

You want to see my edit photo?????
COme coMe... Don't b shy2...
Here we are....

me with my youngest sister

it's me.. at 1Borneo... hehehehe..  ^_^

now... It's me with my blue eyes hehehe... this way i'm edit it make me looks pretty..but the fact... i'm just cute..hehehe :P

These were all my edit picture...
Better right??
Me looks really cute..hohohoho..

We have to be proud of ourselves...
 Be grateful for we have born this way..

Have a nice day all..
~ FAREWELL ~

HaPpY HaLLoWeeN...!!!

Hehehee.... due to the Halloween, I'm changing my fb profile...
Loading............This will take a few seconds....


Here it comes....

this is YOYOE THE VAMPIRE...

How would you say??

Scary isn't it...hehehehe.... :P

Just edit lor...

hehehehehe...

I like VAMPIRE things..hehehe... 

Starting to blogging again...huhu

Arghh!!! today my unlucky day..my bad day huhu...

you know??
I've lost my hp..
you know how??
by dropping into a hole, a black hole, a deep hole, and me can't reach it anymore...
you know where??
at kk... specifically, in the toilet...
how bad is it huh??
i hate it...
I don't have hp to contact my friend anymore...huhuhu...
my bad...

nevermind la... can't help anymore... just buy a new one... :(

BUsy day...

Hello there...

Hurm... sepatutnya hari utk buat urusan bh ni... urus bank n byk la hehe... tp jd jg hari kmi jln2 kejap.. mkn2.. trus dpt gaji lg hehehe... gud2...

Tapi yg herannya, ntah napa, sya blh rasa pening pla dlm kereta... slama ni x pla... mgkn sbb sa lama dh x pkai spek, trus hari ni jln tiba2 pkai spek... itulah perasaannya yg pelik... Mgkn ja la... Sa pn xtau lg ni hehehe....

C rara mkn aiskrim... tu rmbt bru la smart hehehehe.... :P

Nah, smpt2 lg kmi duduk2 mkn aiskrim c rara lepas berurusan d bank hehehe... curi aiskrim dia hahaha.... LOL

Nah... Sa lg la... Xda kerja mo bt lpas tu... ambik kesempatan bergambar sementara tggu mamy hehehe... hebat ni... Sengaja mengambil jg tu gmbr kakak2 sa d blkg hehe... eh! nmpk jg pla tu kereta kmi.. 

Hehehe...yg syoknya, kmi smpt lg singgah mkn bah kut teh hehe... sedap jg la tp x cukup ni.. Rasa mcm ckit ja tp mahal..huhu... Sa x kenyang tau tym tu huhu... Tp x pa la, asal termakan kan...

Haha... ni la bah kut teh kmi... Mkn utk 5 org hehehe... Ni la mksd sa x cukup.. Drg cni xda jual yg besar pnya bh...pa blh bt la kan...

Hehehe... Ok la... smpi cni ja... x jg smpt sa bt urusan byk2... Lambat dah kmi p kk td... yg lpas kmi mkn2, kmi p CentrePoint.. p beli2 barang ja.. xda pa2 jg... hurmmmm.... Tu ja lah kan..

Nah.. Ini lah sa.. c yoyoe hehehe... Org yg mnta puji smpt lg bgmbr d tgh jln.. x malu ni urg byk limpas2 tgk...hahaha... P/s : Sbnrnya sa malu jg ni..tp tahan2 malu ja hehehe.. :P

Ok la kwn2... Smpi d sini saja lah topik c yoyoe yg minta puji hehe,,,
p/s: Sa pn xtau dah mo bt pa dgn blog sa yg kosong n sunyi n FA ni... jd, tulis ja la pengalaman hari ni kan hehehe..

BYE2...  ^_^